Sunday, July 11, 2004

Kansas after London

After I got back to Topeka, Aunt Heinrich Himmler invaded my house, and I should have known better than to say anything against her precious Kansas, even a criticism of the weather. Actually, she showed up about an hour after I got home, and she was soon followed by some of my local cousins, even though I really wanted to be alone. I said, “I’m finding it harder to adjust to the weather than to the time change. I’ve gotten accustomed to temperatures typically in the sixties.” She actually claimed that Kansas is a great place to live, and she said to go ahead and complain about the weather and such, because then people won’t move here, won’t know what a “wonderful place” it supposedly is. The only reason behind this that she actually expressed is the cleaner air in Kansas, something that she mentioned after I had said I occasionally blew my nose and saw black spots on my tissue. The majority of Kansans, like Aunt Heinrich Himmler, eagerly vote for politicians who are out to destroy the environment; as usual, her psychotic delusions are the height of absurdity. You can have your hellhole, and eat it too. Topeka pollutes the mind, the heart, and the soul. It is a fascist hellhole, a cultural wasteland, and an intellectual graveyard. Fortunately for me, however, I have books and Internet access and have turned my house into a one-woman artist commune. I may be in Topeka physically, but I am rarely here otherwise. Big cities have a reputation for being alienating and lonely places, but in St. Louis I was never as alienated as I am in Topeka.

This encounter took place in my house only an hour or two after I arrived from my trip. Not only Aunt Heinrich Himmler, but also a few other local relatives dropped in, and I would have been exhausted after traveling without having alienating relatives in my house. One of them is a teenage boy who was picking on his sister. Cooties. It all felt so invasive and inappropriate for them to come to my house when I had just got back from a vacation that my sister ruined and I desperately wanted to be alone. When they left, I hastily bolted the door, feeling deeply depressed. Relatives are an abomination.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

The London Tube

The London Tube
Always Remember: Mind the Gap

AT THE TUBE STATIONS—When you put your Travelcard through the machine that lets you pass through, the doors open with a slam, and they shut with a slam. When there’s a crowd, this makes for a lot of crashing, slamming noise, almost to the point that you don’t hear anything else. But you also hear disembodied, echoing voices telling you things like “Please have your cards ready,” and talking about any delays or keeping track of your possessions. And “Mind the Gap” is indeed important when you get to the platform. Sometimes the voice says, “Please mind the gap between the train and the platform.”

NOISE-- Sometimes there’s little point of trying to converse because of the noise in London. If we’re walking on the sidewalk, our voices are drowned out by the traffic (except at, say, one in the morning). If we’re walking along a subway tunnel, the many clopping feet and the disembodied and echoing voices drown our voices out. If we’re standing or sitting on an underground train, it is rattling away loudly, rattle, rattle, and rattle, not to mention shaking.

Standing on the platform and waiting for the subway train, we’ll hear it roaring before we can see it. I like to look at the entrance of the tunnel, and soon I see two lights, from the two glowing white/yellow lights at the front of the train—they’re like eyes. And the train approaches, with those glowing eyes, roaring away, moving swiftly like a dragon emerging from its cave. It gradually slows down, as many riders and many passengers go past, and when it stops, there’s a half second when it just sits there and you anxiously wait for the doors to open, then finally the doors open and you step on at the closest door, no matter how crowded the car is, no matter how many people are already standing in that particular car.
Sweating bodies are pressed against each other … that’s rush hour on a London Underground train.


Tube Station Details

You know you’re getting closer to the Tube station if you see this in the distance: a square white Tube sign with the red circle and the blue line across the center. And these signs are on black iron poles, and a black iron railing goes around the staircase entrance descending into the Tube station. (Actually, this city has lots of black wrought iron fences and gates just in general—you have the street, then the sidewalk, then a black fence, and then steps or bushes or another sidewalk or walkway, or if you’re lucky there’s a garden or grass on the other side of the fence.)

The Regents Park Station and at least one other station have a pair of huge elevators (or lifts, if you prefer) onto which you step, and they have doors on either side of the elevator (reminiscent of the O’Hare Airport that I remember from my childhood—I have to say it is totally unrecognizable now). If there are lots of people waiting for the lift, when the doors open, a herd all together steps forward onto the lift and fills it up. Sometimes, before the herd moves on, and after the door has opened, you see the back of many people stepping off the lift through the other doors. That’s quite weird looking. And as long as the doors are open, you hear a continual, slow, short BEEP BEEP BEEP similar to the sound large vehicles make while they’re backing up. (For that matter, when double-decker buses stop at a bus terminal they also make a high-pitched squeal that’s painful to the ears.)

The walls/ceiling of the tunnels and platforms of Tube stations form a semicircle, with the exception of a few—there was one we went to today—I think Blackfriars—where there are platforms in the sides and center and a flat grey, ridged metal ceiling, making it look I suppose more modern than the other stations. Less Art Deco.

Both Waterloo Station and Grand Portland Street Station involve going inside a building—for Waterloo at least it’s a regular train station also, dating to the Victorian era (and what a regal, elaborate façade it has, with a giant eagle in the sky), not only for subway trains, it has shops inside. You take a walkway to South Bank (following signs is important in Tube stations), and when you step out of Waterloo Station you end up on a clanking metal bridge and you walk down a somewhat spiral metal staircase (as in a grey filigree sort of metal) that seems lightweight and that goes clang, clang, clang as you step down it.

Another interesting detail (or boring and trivial, depending on how you look at it) is the phrase “way out.” It is in bright yellow letters over an arrow at the Tube stations, painted overhead on the walls, like overhead breadcrumbs leading you to the correct exit; it also appears in glowing digital yellow lights on black signs. But it is also in other places, not just the Underground. For instance, the National Gallery contains exit signs over doors saying “Way Out” or “Way Out / Trafalgar Square.” At the Transport Museum, my sister pointed out that another meaning for “way out” is there’s always a way out, no matter what situation you’re in; it’s ironic that she of all people would come up with that idea--someone who, for instance, acted like it’s the end of the world when we wandered the streets of London during the Tube strike. Before she said that, I had jokingly said, “Way out, dude.”

The Tube and Advertisements

Underpasses and Tube passageways contain poster ads all along the walls—and not only for stuff like cars and wine and clothing and hotels, but also for books (such as, for instance, Old Flame Smoldering I think was the title) and for plays at theatres in London, such as The Woman in White, a musical that opens in August, music by Andrew Lloyd Webber and starring Michael Crawford. Even when you’re going up one of these big long escalators, the posters are also going up, and sometimes they’re connected in theme, or some of them are, like every other poster is part of a series. Three posters for the London Aquarium caught my attention: the first showed a big orange fish and the caption “Where could he be?” At least one unrelated ad followed this, and then the next showed a bunch of little silvery fish with the caption, “I saw him over there!” and the last is a picture of a clown fish with the caption, “Here’s the clown fish!” Also, when you’re on a platform, facing you are huge posters attached to the walls, like in Neverwhere, and they also advertise things like stores, wine, books—such as Michael Moore’s Dude, Where’s My Country? describing him as the “capped crusader.” Also, you see more posters on the wall behind you where you’re standing on the platform, and some of these posters—as is the same with the passageways—actually shift, making a mechanized rumbling sound, so that there are at least two different ads in the same frame.

Go to a Tube station at an unpopular hour, and the only sound will be that mechanical rumbling noise. Benches and vending machines, such as Coca Cola or Cadbury chocolate vending machines, stand against the wall on the subway platforms. The benches are usually silver-colored metal.Inside the trains themselves are displayed a string of long, rectangular ads up above the windows, not to mention up above the Tube maps over the windows (the latter only cover the route of the particular train that you’re on). Ads are for cell phones (mobile phones, rather), newspapers, books, job hunting, career counseling, juice, etc. Art and the London Underground1)

Poetry

Among the ads along the top edge inside the trains, sometimes you notice “Poetry On the Underground;” a poem followed by the author’s name. Also—I believe it was on the orange walls of the underpass below Waterloo Bridge, or on the South Bank just south of Waterloo Bridge—a beautiful poem was painted on in simple stenciled letters and followed by the author’s name—unfortunately, we hurried by and I neither wrote nor remembered her name. The poem was very appropriate, mentioning darkness and maybe a tunnel.

Paint and Mosaics

The Tottenham Court Road Station is beautifully decorated in rainbow colors, with little one inch square porcelain tiles creating the mosaics. This is on the platform walls and the tunnels. Marble Arch Station: Tiles (of the usual size, about 4” square) have an arch design painted on, blue and white coloring. Baker St.: Yellow and brown, maybe also red and green tiles with the typical Sherlock Holmes silhouettes centered in the tiles, over and over, hundreds of little Sherlock Holmes silhouettes. Regency Park: Colors of tiles—white, brown, and orange. “Regents Park” in brown letters, elegant stenciled style reminiscent of nineteenth century lettering. Charing Cross: predominantly black and white versions of famous paintings are painted on the walls, because of the National Portrait Gallery. Includes Shakespeare (along with a quote in calligraphy, beginning with the phrase “Dear Reader”) and of Lord Byron and Napoleon, etc—rather appropriate, since when you come up above ground there’s a memorial to Wellington. Another station has diagonal green strips painted on the tiles, with abstract little people sticking up out of them—this may have been Great Portland Street—no, no, more likely a location with a particularly long escalator. Maybe it was Trafalgar Square. Great Portland Street and one other station had blonde brick with archways creating little alcoves all along the platform—reminiscent of a Victorian train station or sewer.


Music

Musicians and singers, usually one though sometimes a pair, performing music—often it’s something by a famous group or songwriter. All the performers we saw were male, and a bunch played the guitar. One of the guitarists had long dark hair and big pretty eyes. Another sang and played Radiohead’s song “Creep” on a guitar. A pair of musicians performed something by Simon and Garfunkel.

Friday, July 9, 2004

Returning from London

We’re on the plane—it was a vicious struggle, but we made it. I definitely bought too many books—I should have at least bought a carryon bag for them, instead of using the Tower of London shopping bag! It was very sturdy for a shopping bag—plastic with plastic tubular handles—but not for being filled up with books and Cadbury chocolate and carried around. Bad, very bad idea. The handles fell off when I was in the center of Marylebone Street, in the meridian/walkway. I took the shopping bag and the big suitcase (now also heavy with books and souvenirs) one at a time when it came to stairs in the Tube stations.

During the ride to Heathrow, I sat down and worked at mindful breathing and felt so much better—I’d been nervous and jittery since I woke at 4:19 am, before the alarm would have gone off. After we got to the airport, Sally confused the woman behind the counter by saying that our flight was to Chicago, rather than saying that it was to Washington, D.C., where there will be a stop, and it didn’t occur to me to say otherwise. So the clerk disappeared from behind the counter for about fifteen minutes, came back and asked if the plane would be stopping in Washington, D.C., and we were alarmingly short on time by then. It was a jog through the airport, to get to the plane, but we made it, that’s the important thing. It certainly didn’t help that I had to take my shoes off to get through security.

We even had a few minutes to sit in the waiting area before boarding the plane. During that time, some names were called over an intercom, and to my amusement one of them was Buddha, or at least sounded like it. I said, “Buddha on board!” Even my sister was amused (for a change) and said that’s a good thing and that she could use some enlightenment. I was quite surprised to hear her say this. I mentioned that before taking the trip, I had thought of traveling to England with Gandhi as a sort of spiritual companion, because of his experience traveling to London. Brat actually admitted that it would have been easier to travel with Gandhi than with her. I nearly said, “That’s the understatement of the millennium.” I do not want to stoop to her level and be cruel, although that would have been a great opportunity to make some comment. Thanks to all these oppressive relatives, I may be leaning in the direction of becoming silent, no longer speaking, just as I had through elementary and junior high school. I need to, Buddha-like, not care what people think of me, even what relatives think of me.

Two seats away from us, a guy is reading the hardcover edition of The Da Vinci Code.


We started the flight for D.C. to Chicago. The clouds look like a fluffy white mountain range.
Flight Delay: It’s raining in Chicago, hard enough that the airport is closed off for the next 55 minutes. So here we are in Grand Rapids, Michigan! They’re refueling the plane. So Mom is in Chicago, already waiting for us, in part of the airport. Fortunately, Sally’s on her cell phone with Mom, so she knows what’s going on. Mom is circling around and around the airport (O’Hare), but we don’t expect to be there for at least one and a half hours. She said it’s raining really hard, so no wonder the airport is closed to all traffic.

Back in Indiana, where I'm grumpy and tired:
Mom pulled into the driveway and parked the car, and suddenly my evil stepsister whined, “Let me out.” Or something to that effect, demanding that I get out so that she could get out. “Would someone move so I can get out!” Since she was being (surprise) rude, I took my time, and she proceeded to yell at me. I snapped back, and the brat screamed, exactly like a two year old, “FINE! I’M SORRY!” The brat still hasn’t learned what the word sorry means. It is not something you scream at the top of your lungs, any more than it is something that you say as you continue to do the offensive act. She stomped into the house, and my mom went into the house, not commenting on the brat’s insufferable behavior (as if it were perfectly normal), but I stayed outside, to load my luggage into my car and to stay the hell away from the evil brat. Her very presence is repulsive to me. While I was behind my car, with the trunk open, Evil Spawn came back out and said to me in a calm voice, as if nothing had happened, “Are you coming in soon? Your curly fries are getting cold.” Mom had stopped at Arby’s on the way home, and I had asked for curly fries and a chocolate shake.

I turned and glared at the brat, and I thought at her, “GET OUT OF MY SIGHT. THAT IS THE LEAST YOU CAN DO.” But I just glared and didn’t say it. Living in Topeka, being around oppressive conservative relatives and all, has really got me acting as if I live in pseudo-Communist China and spies are everywhere and if I’m not careful what I say I’ll be imprisoned and tortured. I don’t remember what I said to the brat, but I was so enraged that I could scarcely speak to her at that point. The audacity of her, coming out there and pretending she hadn’t just had a two-year-old’s temper tantrum, not to mention that she hadn’t just marred my London vacation for the past two weeks.

It amazes me now that I actually had thought of that brat as one of the few relatives I related to and got along with—I had that belief for approximately a decade. Not so now. I shouldn’t have to go all the way to London to find out that my sister is a foul-tempered, sarcastic, disrespectful, condescending, contemptuous and malicious brat. I could care less if I ever see her again. I am deeply hurt—I feel so betrayed and disillusioned. My first visit to England would have been fifty times better if I had gone by myself, rather than with that odious brat.

She took situations—such as discovering that the hostel reservation was bogus—and made them fifty times worse than they really were. The reason I was so nervous in these situations was because of that evil brat’s foul temper and insults—if she hadn’t been there, I would have more easily taken things as they came. Even with the brat there, sort of in the back of my head (or perhaps more like the middle, just behind the disgust and rage that I felt at that insufferable brat) were thoughts like, “So what if we’re wandering lost in London in the middle of the night? That building next to us is three hundred years old! Enjoy the scenery!” But no, the brat has to be as negative and destructive as possible. She should be grateful that I was willing to travel with her—a foolish choice on my part—and if I had known that she was like that, I would not have chosen her for a traveling companion.

It’s pretty ridiculous to treat your older sister with scathing contempt when she’s gone through all the time, money, and trouble to travel to a foreign country with you. I really don’t want to spend any more time with that brat. I shall never confide in her like a friend again.
Part of me knows that the brat’s bad attitudes and evil behavior are her problems, not mine, but that doesn’t stop it from hurting me, especially since this is my sister, not some vague acquaintance, and I have for years now treated her and thought of her as a close friend, only to discover that she is definitely nothing of the sort.

I do not need praise any more than I need insults. However, I am starved of the former and suffocated with the latter, and at this stage the treatment others give me still affects me emotionally. I have a long way to go to become a bodhisattva.



Here I am in the house where I grew up. One thing that occurred to me when I was here just before going to England was that I was in the place where I started (OK, I lived in another house before this, but it’s somewhat metaphorical) and would be going to a far different place, a foreign country that I had never physically entered before and that sharply contrasted with this place. There are a great many places to go, and not just in this reality, but also in the inner world. The places that take me away from alienating and oppressive relatives are the best places, but I also have to shake off the pain they give me.

“To thine own self be true,” –Shakespeare, Hamlet.

Thursday, July 8, 2004

Trafalgar Square and the Temple Church

Trafalgar Square

Lord Nelson’s statue looms in the center of Trafalgar Square (and his portrait hangs in the National Portrait Gallery) and Lord Nelson stands on top of a huge phallic column. Did I say phallic? I meant to say Neoclassical. Yeah. But anyway, Neil Gaiman mentions it in Neverwhere:

Richard was not an enthusiastic holder of pigeons, even at the best of
times. “I don’t see the point in this,” he said. “I mean, it’s not a homing
pigeon. It’s just a normal London pigeon. The kind that craps on Lord
Nelson (p. 39).”

National Gallery

This large Neoclassical building has a lot of Renaissance art with Madonnas and such, and it has a really famous 16th century painting that shows a couple of ambassadors with a table between them with lots of stuff on it—it’s by Hans Holbein the younger and it’s called French Ambassadors. I’m sure I have at least one art book containing this picture. If you stand on the right side of the painting, you can see that the weird whitish thing in the center bottom of the painting is actually a big skull, representing death. It was painted at this strange optical illusion sort of angle. (In the National Portrait Gallery, in the section with royalty, there’s a long weird painting of Edward VI that is meant to be seen through some sort of device that unfortunately has been lost, so all you can look at is this elongated, warped view of the little prince’s head on a wooden panel.) I saw some other early stuff and had to take a break from it and headed for nineteenth century paintings (I don’t think there’s any sculpture there, only paintings, and I’m lately more in the mood to make sculptures myself), and the newest painting I actually came across in this building was Van Gogh’s Sunflowers. It was also, I think, my favorite. But of course, I was going through it all very fast, since Sally and I would be meeting up at a certain time, so that we could go to the National Portrait Gallery the same day. She had mentioned before we went that paintings tend to blur together for her—she doesn’t enjoy them half as much as I do, since she’s not a visual artist but a performer.

An interesting, or perhaps not so interesting, detail: some crosswalks have, instead of white lines painted on the pavement, square metal things, about 4” x 4,” in two rows crossing the street, thus creating the crosswalk.

I’ve noticed that the sun is already almost up around, say, 4 am—making we feel like I slept through the alarm clock—and that even when we’ve stepped out of the theatre, such as the Globe, at about 10 pm, the sun hasn’t completely set—the sky is distinctly blue or purple. It probably has to do with how far north England is (that was Sally’s idea), plus this is summertime.

But anyway, back to Trafalgar Square….

National Portrait Gallery

I went through an exhibit of portraits (some paintings or drawings, more photos) of women explorers. I jotted down some of their names on the brochure with the idea of looking them up and learning more about them.

I believe this was the building that houses a huge, life-size portrait of a horse. Yes, a horse. In the early nineteenth century, an aristocrat was very fond of an impressive horse and hired a painter to paint a portrait. Apparently it’s one of the more popular paintings in the gallery, because there were prints and stationery of it in the gift shop.

I particularly looked around at some early nineteenth century portraits, many of which I recognized from books—Jane Austen (a drawing of her by her sister), Lord Byron, Mary Shelley, Percy Shelley, John Keats, Lady Caroline Lamb, the Prince Regent and his unhappy wife Catherine (I think that’s her name—I’m so bad with names), etc. And there was a large white marble sculpture in the center of a room, and it had busts of many people attached to the same base.

Just about every building, even the New Globe, has bright kelly green exit signs with a glowing white stick figure running, sometimes over a simple flight of stairs outline.


Temple Church

We left the Tube station and went to the Victoria Embankment, where we turned left (crossing the street) and soon came upon these two silver dragon statues on pedestals, on either side of the street, that according to the plaque mark the original western border of the city of London. We wandered down the Embankment and came to great black iron gates on our left, and went up this long and winding brick road, surrounded by tall, old buildings—and the buildings—probably dating to the 18th century--were up close to the street, so that there was no grass; also, the street sloped uphill and the scenery looked like something out of a fairy tale. It would make a good setting for a Tim Burton film. Sally wasn’t even sure if we were supposed to go beyond the gate, it was such a hushed and official-feeling area. The buildings were stone or brick, and at the porticos, next to the front doors, were long lists of names, that gave the title of the people who worked in these offices—Mr., Ms., or Lord and Lady. These were off-white card-like plaques, in flowing black script. It seems that law offices surrounded us, and indeed we were passed by official-looking people wearing black suits. Rather odd place for a misfit Bohemian artist like myself. We kept wandering and following the little brown signs, up on metal poles, pointing in the direction of the Temple Church.

Suddenly we came to a brick courtyard and saw the Temple Church. It was quite striking, this very old church (at least 1300s) in a small brick courtyard and surrounded by buildings from the eightheen and nineteenth centuries, again mostly brick and Neoclassic.

The church includes a long rectangular part, though even with that it’s much smaller and less ornate than most gothic churches. I immediately spotted the most important part of the church: the front end (nave) is a perfect circle, or perhaps I should say cylinder, “theatre in the round,” like how a coven at a Sabbat forms a circle. That is, it’s such an early Christian church that it still has a strong Pagan influence. That’s how you know it’s a truly old church, not just from the eroded stone faces and gargoyles on the façade. Around this circle, inside, arches with little faces above them hover a couple feet above my head, I’d estimate; and a stone bench circles all the way around. This circular section includes about eight extremely old effigies that were actually down on the floor, on rectangles just a few inches high rather than raised on coffin-like boxes as we saw at Westminster Abbey. Most of these effigies (all of which are knights) date back to the 1200s, and though they have wooden labels on them, most of them were of “An Unidentified Knight,” and were somewhat eroded. Except for the bits of London wall we’ve seen, Cleopatra’s Needle, and small things on exhibit inside museums (such as ancient Roman statuary), these effigies must have been the oldest things we saw on this trip, and the Temple Church must have been the oldest building into which we set foot.

Continuing with the theme of: It’s our last day and we haven’t been to this, this, and this—we took the Tube to Tower Hill Station and again ended up at the Tower of London, but also at a chunk of the London Wall that somehow I didn’t recall seeing before, I think because it was to the left after we got out of the station, rather than forward. It was a pretty big chunk, with even some vestige of a tower and window from the thirteenth century.

We followed a path toward the Tower Bridge, gazing at the Tower of London while we walked. However, we were very footsore and it was raining by now, so we didn’t really feel like getting closer than the end of this path, from which we could clearly see the bridge. So we got on the Tube again and stopped at Baker Street, and we went to Boots for sandwiches and in my case also for tissues. We ate in my room and went to the other hostel to get our deposit. We’ll just drop off our keys at this building tomorrow morning, when we leave.

Regent's Park

After dinner, we finally took a walk in Regents Park, which is right behind our hostel. Oh, my, it’s definitely worthwhile! We came to ponds, swans, weeping willows drooping over the water, a little island with bridges and waterfalls—it’s beautiful. One arched bridge, surrounded by weeping willows and other lush vegetation (and did I mention lots and lots of flowers are in this park?) reminded me of some paintings by Monet, that he painted at Giverny. We wandered around the pond for a while, and at one point we sat down on a park bench and a pair of pigeons started caressing each other and having sex on a low branch right in front of us, but we laughed so loud they flew off. That’s one way to keep down the pigeon population. Also, Regents College is in this park, and apparently it’s affiliated with Webster University—I’ll have to look into that. Hmmm. I certainly came to the conclusion that I’d like to come back, stay in the same hostel, and spend more time in Regents Park.

At some point, I checked the map of London and discovered that Abbey Road is within walking distance from our hostel, but I suspected it would be a longish and footsore walk just to see a plain crosswalk, so we skipped that idea. Maybe on my next visit.

Wednesday, July 7, 2004

The Victoria and Albert Museum

Victoria and Albert Museum

Notes from Fashion: Dress in Detail from Around the World

Gold thread is a precious commodity and one of the few materials that dressmakers could not make themselves. Instead, they bought it from specialist producers. They then had to create intricate patterned effects without wasting a single fibre. They often did this by using the ‘couching’ technique, in which the valuable gold thread was secured with tiny coloured stitches, instead of being passed through to the underside. (This note with Eastern European velvet garments with gold trim, 19th century.)

The primary function of pleats and gathers is to control the volume and fullness of fabric, while at the same time producing a garment that is comfortable to wear. But pleating and gathering can also be decorative, or used to create different shapes and silhouettes.

1000 Patterns by Drusilla Cole (that's probably the book that the above quotes are from--I know I didn't write this stuff myself.)

The combination of contrasting fabrics in one garment is common to many cultures, though its purpose may vary. It may be used for a decorative effect, or to make a garment hardier or more comfortable. In some cases, it may be due to a shortage of fabric. In others, it is for religious or symbolic purposes, perhaps to protect the wearer from perceived evil forces or to emphasize a certain area of the body.


I lucked out—the Buddhist and Hindu art happened to be just outside of the Fashion exhibit. I particularly wanted to not only see the Fashion exhibit, but also Eastern art.

Tibet
Dakinis, whose name in Tibetan means ‘skywalker,’ are female deities of the air who initiated or instructed Tibetan yogis on the Buddhist spiritual path toward enlightenment.
[Luke, I am your fairy godmother.]

Vajradhara (a Bodhisattva) is the embodiment of ‘emptiness’ or ‘void,’ the ultimate Buddhist goal, symbolized by the Vajra held in his right hand. The bell (Ghanta), held in the left hand, symbolizes wisdom (Prajna), its sound penetrating the world.’

Indonesia/ Japan

Vasudhara—(means ‘holding the treasure’) the Buddhist Goddess of Abundance—holds vase of gems (Kamandolu), an allusion to the jewel of knowledge, a manuscript (Pustaka) of Buddhist teachings and a stem of grain, indicating both fertility and prosperity. (Four arms)
Earth Goddess
Her attribute: grain of rice. This goddess is associated with Sri Kasmi, with whom she shares a capacity to engage prosperity. The rice attribute of this earth goddess firmly stabilizes the central part agriculture played in the generation of wealth in ancient Java.

Sri Lanka
This country=mainly Hinayana Buddhism (original form)

Nepal
Hindu and Buddhist art
The cultural heart of Nepal is the Kathmandu Valley. This small but prosperous valley drew much of its wealth from the trade which flowed north to Tibetan and south to the plains of India. Its cultural tradition is intimately linked to those of eastern India, as reflected in the Gupta, post-Gupta and Pali styles (4th-12th centuries CE). The production of Nepalese art was largely confined to the Newars, an ethnic group with Tibetan linguistic links. Although mainly Vajrayana Buddhists, the Newars were responsible for the art of all communities, Hindu and Buddhist alike. A consequence of this concentration of art production in one community was a remarkable degree of religious syncretism not seen elsewhere in south Asia, in which motifs and images were appropriated freely to solve common religious ends.

Pakistan: Buddhist Art
Images of the Buddha are often, in Gandharan art, flanked by two attendant Bodhisattvas, Maitreya and Avalokisvara. Bodhisattvas also appear to begin to be worshipped as separate entities. They are distinguished from the Buddha by their princely attire.

India
The protector Mahakala, a violent and vengeful aspect of Siva absorbed by Buddhism as a guardian of the faith (Pharmapala)…Images such as this Mahakala became, in turn, the source for many of the fierce deities of Himalayan Buddhism, the elaborate pantheon of Tibetan Buddhism drawing heavily on the imagery of eastern India.

Nehru Gallery of Indian Art:

The fashion for costume made up from Indian printed cotton began in England, France and Holland in the 1660s. It was especially popular at that time for men’s morning-gowns, and Samuel Pepys records buying one for himself in 1661. By the end of the 17th century, chintz had become fashionable for ladies’ garments, as well, especially in Holland. The accession of William and Mary to the British throne in 1690 gave a boost to Dutch fashions in Britain, and soon all ladies of fashion were wearing chintz material that had previously been favored by their maids.
Even after the introduction of lawn in 1700 and 1720 to stop the massive import of chintzes and other Indian fabrics, they continued to be smuggled into Britain and made up into garments throughout the 18th century. Chintz was imported both in yardage in repeating floral patterns, and as pieces on which the pattern was designed to be made up into specific types of garments, such as dresses, petticoats, banyans (men’s robes), jackets and hat-brims.
Photo—Indian woman’s court costume 1830-40.

Mughal Costume
Men’s costume at the Mughal court was based on the Jama, a tailored gown tied at the side, and the Paijama, tapering trousers which were loose at the top and close-fitting at the lower leg (hey, you can get the pattern from Folkwear!). An elaborate turban (Pagri) was always worn at court, as well as a long decorative waist sash (Patka). Fine Kashmir wool shawls were often draped over the shoulder, sometimes in pairs: a fashion started by the Emperor Akbar.
Mughal women’s dress was also tailored, unlike the basic Hindu garment, the Sari, and also consisted of a long-sleeved gown over trousers. Fine muslin was the most favoured material, often embroidered with silk or gold thread.

Traditional Textiles
The main types of textile decoration in Western India are embroidery, tie-dying, and block-printing. Fine embroidery was, and still is, done by village women for their own families, hangings and covers in the house. The bold and abstract embroidery designs of the desert region often incorporate fragments of mirror-glass to add sparkle.
The dying is carried out by professional dyers in towns, although the tying of the cloth is often done by women and girls in villages. Simple spotted designs are used for women’s’ head-covers, but more complex patterns were also produced in Rajasthan and Gujarat. Zigzag patterns were also formed by folding the cloth before tie-dying are still used for turbans in Rajasthan. Block-printing is done commercially in several centres, and used on many types of costume, such as the full skirts which take the place of the sari in Rajasthan, or as a background for embroidery.

China
Dragon robes, 1700s and 1800s
A special shade of yellow was reserved for use on certain of the Emperors’ clothes. Other members of his household seem to have worn yellow as well. A group of 12 small motifs almost hidden among the patterning on some of the robes might mean that the garments belonged to an emperor. Female members of the imperial family, however, also used them on their gowns. Many more Imperial robes were made than were ever worn, and embroider lengths of robe silk were stored away. After the fall of the Empire in 1911, those lengths were made up into garments and sold. [So basically, we don’t know whether any of the dragon robes in the V&A were ever worn by an emperor.]
Round silver buttons that resemble knots—I have a cheap plastic version that I got on clearance at Joanne Fabrics—glad I got a bunch of them. Same color and size.

Books (I jotted down titles in the museum shop):

Georgian Country House: Architecture, Landscape and Society

Arts of Mughal India: Studies in Honor of Robert Skelton Gail Strongetopsfield

400 Years of Fashion

Followers of Fashion: Graphic Satires from the Georgian Period

European Fashion & Costume: 1490-1790
(Dover Publications)

Lace from the Victoria and Albert Museum

Chinese Silk: a Cultural History

The Corset: a Cultural History Valerie Steele

Buddhist Art and Architecture Robert E. Fisher

Indian Embroidery Rosemary Crill

World of Buddhism edited by Heinz Bechert & Richard Gornbrich

I was ready to leave the shop fifteen minutes before the scheduled time to meet there with my sister, so I darted over to the Chinese exhibit and to the Japanese exhibit. I saw an incredible collection of netsukes.


This evening the weather is, for the first time since we got here, stereotypical London weather: it’s been raining for a few hours, and I can hear a shhh shhh sound of the rain coming down. There’s even thunder and lightning now. I’m really impressed.

AT THE TUBE STATIONS
When you put your Travelcard through the machine that lets you pass through, the doors open with a slam, and they shut with a slam. When there’s a crowd, this makes for a lot of crashing, slamming noise, almost to the point that you don’t hear anything else. But you also hear disembodied, echoing voices telling you things like “Please have your cards ready,” and talking about any delays or keeping track of your possessions. And “Mind the Gap” is indeed important when you get to the platform. Sometimes the voice says, “Please mind the gap between the train and the platform.”


NOISE-- Sometimes there’s little point of trying to converse because of the noise in London. If we’re walking on the sidewalk, our voices are drowned out by the traffic (except at, say, one in the morning). If we’re walking along a subway tunnel, the many clopping feet and the disembodied and echoing voices drown our voices out. If we’re standing or sitting on an underground train, it is rattling away loudly, rattle, rattle, and rattle, not to mention shaking.

Standing on the platform and waiting for the subway train, we’ll hear it roaring before we can see it. I like to look at the entrance of the tunnel, and soon I see two lights, from the two glowing white/yellow lights at the front of the train—they’re like eyes. And the train approaches, with those glowing eyes, roaring away, moving swiftly like a dragon emerging from its cave. It gradually slows down, as many riders and many passengers go past, and when it stops, there’s a half second when it just sits there and you anxiously wait for the doors to open, then finally the doors open and you step on at the closest door, no matter how crowded the car is, no matter how many people are already standing in that particular car.

Sweating bodies are pressed against each other … that’s rush hour on a London Underground train.

I’ve noticed that my evil stepsister has this deadpan look on her face while riding the Tube trains, like she thinks she’s so sophisticated, even though in fact she has the emotional maturity of a two year old. If you’re going to be childlike, it should be the more pleasant aspect of being childlike. Apparently the concept of acting blissful and carefree while being a tourist in a foreign country hasn’t occurred to her. I tend to get euphoric like that—whether I’m lost or what, I want to enjoy the scenery and the ambiance and all, enjoy the moment, but when she’s having her temper tantrums or insulting me, this becomes impossible. Or I’ll get blissful, and she bites my head off, waking me up from bliss to resentment. This is, of course, in general, not just on the subway.

One day, my sister commented, “I love stepping out of a Tube station. You don’t know what you’ll see—you’re in a completely different place.” She said this after we stepped out of a Tube station and I saw a very gothic-looking building right in front of us and for a couple seconds thought it was Westminster Abbey, because that was why we went to that station, but then as I stepped through the big entrance and out from the Tube station, Big Ben hovered overhead, right there before me. It was very surreal. Indeed, you really don’t know what to expect, what fascinating architecture or what kind of neighborhood you’ll be in when you step out of a Tube station. You’ve come off a different planet, in effect.

Tuesday, July 6, 2004

Covent Garden

Covent Garden

At Covent Garden Market, I took one photo of St. Paul’s Church where, in G. B. Shaw's play Pygmalion (which by the way is so much better than the musical My Fair Lady, since Shaw was a feminist), Eliza Doolittle met Henry Higgins on the portico. The portico has great big simple columns, and there’s a big clock face way overhead.

We went to Covent Garden Market and couldn’t see any Pollock’s Toy Museum—just a Pollock’s Toy Shop along with many shops, and through the center of the market were many booths that, at about 10 am, were just opening. We went to the Theatre Museum, which has a big exhibit on the history of London theatre. I paid particular attention to costumes—there were just a few displayed on dress forms and dummies, including some from a production of a play based on and called The Hobbit, with greenish, plant-like costumes, appliqués and shiny drapery, robe-type garments, and also a big purple and black spider (which would no doubt be worn as a costume). I also paid particular attention to models—I made at least one, a Georgian room, when I majored in theatre.

The Covent Garden Market has an underground level, and in the center is a posh restaurant with, outside, café tables and many people seated at them. A railing surrounds an open rectangular overhead, so that you can look down—we could hear the musicians, a string quartet, before we could see them, and the first time we saw them we were leaning over this railing. The quartet played stuff like Pachabel’s Canon—that was wonderful. A soprano alternated with them, but I think her musical accompaniment was an orchestra on a CD, not live musicians. At least for the quartet, the musicians had a basket for money, and they were selling CDs—I donated some coins.

Later, when we were down below, standing a few feet away from the quartet, the violinist, while he played, smiled whimsically and kept dipping his violin, pointing with it toward the basket of tips. I found this very comical but didn’t add more coins, since I had already donated. He was pale and slender, with light golden hair, large blue eyes, a pointed sharp nose and a pointed chin. Puck freelances in Covent Garden.

After we got down below and took a look at the menu for this underground restaurant, I discovered that the food was not cheap by any means, so we ended up going back upstairs and actually eating at a sandwich bar, which played a quite different sort of music, but we nonetheless hung around and listened to the live music quite a bit, off and on.

Covent Garden also includes clowns and people in dramatic and weird costumes doing stuff like standing perfectly still on a box, pretending to be a statue. The latter was a clown with a ruff and ruffled cuffs. A gypsy-like young woman sat cross-legged and sang and played a guitar. It was very Bohemian and alive, and crowded, and this was a weekday. We mostly saw these performers while we went up a narrow street back toward the Tube station. A man who was completely metallic gold stood chatting with a clown.

In the afternoon, a clown performed in front of St. Paul’s Church (I took a photo of the market from the church point of view, and the photo I believe will show a crowd of people lined up and watching the clown), and the clown wore black and white horizontal striped tights, black shoes, black knee britches, a black and red striped shirt, and a red satin jacket. Spiffy for a clown—but basically he did magic tricks, such as juggling three swords while stepping over a volunteer from the audience, who lay on the pavement blindfolded.

At one point, Brat wanted to sit down, but there was pretty much no place to sit; the curb was already filled with people, so we went out of sight of the clown, into a little courtyard next to St. Paul’s Church and through a grand iron gate. Dead people lay buried under the stones, and some bushes and trees and park benches surrounded us, but few live people. Some of the dead people died of the plague in the seventeenth century, and the markings were faded and unreadable, but others were from the early nineteenth century and still somewhat legible. So it was relaxing, to sit here in the courtyard and drink whatever we were drinking at that point. We were not there long before a priest or someone came along and announced that the gates were about to be locked—it was about 5 pm. This was shortly before we headed back to the Tube station.

At Pollock’s Toy Shop, I bought a bunch of toy theatres, paper ones. The shop had an entrance door on the ground floor, and you went up this staircase with various landings till you got up to the little store itself, very full but well organized space. While you climb the stairs, you can look at antique jumping jacks and such hung on the walls.

Cleopatra’s Needle

Cleopatra's Needle is a short walk from Covent Garden Market, it’s by the Thames. Actually, we walked right past the Savoy, a beautiful Victorian hotel with curved glass windows on the corner, on our way to Cleopatra’s Needle. It’s 1500 years old or so, brought from Alexandria, where the monolisk lay for centuries. In the Victorian era, someone made the two sphinxes that flank the needle.

Now I’m seated on steps by the monument, off to the side, and water (the Thames) is at the bottom of the steps. The water keeps steadily splosh-sploshing onto the bottom two steps (stone steps) and it’s muggy brown water and it doesn’t smell very good. It’s very sunny here, almost too much so, definitely warm, like around the seventies. Since when do I think the seventies are warm? Maybe it just feels that warm because of the pavement and sunlight.
The bottom three steps are wet, but that’s just assuming that it doesn’t descend further into the Thames—there may be steps completely submerged in there. A tubular metal railing is on each side of the staircase, and the rail disappears beneath the water, well after what looks like the last step, so it’s possible that the steps go down, down, down…to where? Perhaps there’s a secret place under the Thames, like a house. Perhaps the river wasn’t quite as deep when the Victorians built the embankment (1864-70). Looking up from the steps, to my right, I see plenty of stone or concrete, blocks forming the embankment, with green copper lions—as if gigantic doorknockers—lined up along the edge, every few feet. Above each lion is an elaborate, twisting, and black metal light pole swirling up to a round globe. At the base of the large post are swirling fish, a couple of fish and other miniscule details. Below that is a rectangular base with a floral design molded on it. There’s a long row of these lamps on both sides of the water, and I first noticed them on the first Globe night.

The water is splashing more, and the waves are stronger, and now it’s up to the fifth step as it sloshes more determinedly. But oh, it’s because of a boat buzzing by, creating more waves—it’s not the tide or a sea monster approaching.

Back to Covent Garden

It was about 4 pm by the time we set foot in the London Transport Museum, and at that point we had decided we’d only go in if it were free, since we wanted to get on the Tube at about 5. Well, it was 6 pounds to get into the museum, so we settled for exploring the museum shop meanwhile.

Hamlet at the Old Vic

There were delays in the subway, but eventually we got to Waterloo Station. The grumbling brat completely could not remember the way to the Old Vic, but I remembered visual things like what buildings we passed, though not which streets and underpasses, so we went with that. When we were almost in front of the little old church with a yard paved in tombs behind an iron fence, my sister rushed into the street to cross it (not for the first time). I started to hesitantly step across when a car stopped in front of her. Unfortunately, it was a cop car. It’s a bad sign when you get pulled over, and you’re not even driving. The bobby talked to Brat, and she said we were tourists from the States, and he warned her to be careful and that we should use the underpasses. A little bit later, while we walked down the sidewalk, Ms. Thing had a mild fit (mild by her standards, that is) about not having any memory of how to get there, and I said that I remember buildings and scenery, not streets and underpasses. That’s what it boiled down to—I was leading the way based on visual aids. And that’s how we got there—to the Old Vic and the Thai restaurant very close to it. I don't see what she gets out of using everything as an excuse to be a bitch and thereby making every situation infinitely worse than it otherwise would be.


The restaurant where we had a delicious dinner was called Thai Silk. I ordered Phad Thai with bean curd, followed by coffee, and we split a desert of apple fritter like stuff, but we were in a hurry to get to the Old Vic, because Hamlet started at 7 pm, not 7:30 or so (7:30 is quite typical). Restaurants in London are very leisurely, and this was one occasion when I didn't want to wait around.

The actor playing Hamlet, Ben Wishaw, was everything my sister’s Canadian friend and her husband said he would be—he seemed like a gawky teenage boy going through an awkward stage, like when you’re a teenager and you can’t stand your parents. Hmmm. Then again, does that phase ever end? But anyway, in one scene, Hamlet’s mom and his uncle are sitting elegantly on one side of the stage, looking like a Yuppie couple, and Hamlet, dressed entirely in black and with black boots and a black stocking cap, petulantly plopped down, sprawled out in a chair with his back to them, and curled his arm around his head. It was a modern dress production, and the whole thing was superb. Ophelia looked and acted very much like a modern teenager also, wearing a t-shirt and jeans. Shadows were important. Upstage left was a very long, straight staircase leading up to a door, and when the door opened a stream of light would come in, in contrast with the otherwise dark stage decor. Rosenkrantz and Gildenstern showed up with hiking gear, and I thought they looked vaguely like hobbits, perhaps in part because one of them had a slight physical resemblance to Sean Aston, from the Lord of the Rings films.

Monday, July 5, 2004

Da Vinci Code Day

Christ Church Greyfriars

The ruins were visible when we got off the St. Paul’s Tube station. It was built and ruined off and on between the 1200s and 1500s, bombed in WWII. Now it consists of two walls and a tall stone tower and contains a rose garden arranged like the original floor plan, with rows representing the previous locations of pews. Some arched windows are still intact, with metal frames that originally held separate panes, but no glass. (I took a picture.)

Many business people wear black suits, some even pin striped. On the Tube this morning, a woman near me wore a velveteen black pinstriped jacket, and I refrained from petting her. Something to keep in mind next time I'm in a fabric store . . . . .

The Houses of Parliament are across the street from the back of Westminster Abbey—this is something I just didn’t know until we stepped out of the Tube station. I was not expecting to see Big Ben looming overhead. On the wrought iron railing of the pedestrian meridian thingy in the center of the street, big handmade signs faced the Parliament building, put up by people who opposed the attack on Iraq and Tony Blair’s participation. The words “peace” and “Tony Blair” were rather prominent on these signs. Cool. Brits supporting the monstrosity are a very small minority, unlike in the Idiot Country across the pond.

Westminster Abbey

Poets corner includes a floor plaque for Lewis Carroll and one for Dickens, the impressive old tomb of Chaucer (built into the wall, it looks like a sarcophagus with him lying on it, and with an arch over him), small wall plaques for the Bronte’s (except Branwell) and for Jane Austen. The Abbey is a sort of museum for sculpture, all these old sculptures somewhat crowded together. Quite lovely—lots of really old architectural details, worn out, and all these very old tombs of royalty. Paint and gold places worn away, faded.

I didn’t notice Sir Isaac Newton’s tomb—it plays a part in The Da Vinci Code by Don Brown--but there were so many other statues to see, I could have walked right past it. Goofy.

St. Paul's Cathedral

We’re up in the Whispering Gallery—we climbed the several hundred steps up. It’s sweaty up here, but despite the scaffolding the view is stunning. Paintings on the domes (murals) and down below is the alter and many amazing mosaics that include gold and silver. And of course the carved stone arches connected to something similar to Corinthian columns.

From the Stone Gallery, a high outdoor balcony, I took two pictures of the view: my photos included the glass pinecone, which I heard a local call “the Gherkin,” and they also included the New Globe and the Thames.

Going up to the Stone Gallery, my claustrophobia got the better of me. I didn’t panic really, but I was gasping and had to rest—fortunately there were little alcoves with benches, and we stopped and watched people from behind us wind up the narrow, curving, stone steps. Going back down from the Stone Gallery, my acrophobia got the better of me, because I was looking down while descending a narrow spiral staircase of one hundred nineteen steps.

After seeing altar cloths, covered in appliqué and embroidery, on display, I decided that I want to do a similar altar cloth, except of course it will be a pentacle rather than a cross. In any case, for the altar cloths, they’re in some cases—well, put it this way: I’d like to make one that’s at least 2 feet by 2 feet; the altar cloths at St. Paul’s had lots of gold embroidery and maybe gold fabric. I don’t know that I necessarily want to do that—I’m more likely to go with bright colors representing the different elements—bit of tradition in there—and in the proper order. I’ve drawn out a diagram that I had in mind for a pentacle quilt, but as an altar cloth it’s if anything more appropriate. Though the altar table I’ve been using seems small in comparison to those altar cloths—but I can always get another table.

We got lunch from Boots, which is a lot like 7-11 in the U.S.A., and we ate on a bench at Greyfriars—I’ve noticed a Da Vinci Code theme today. We went to Westminster Abbey, which is in the book, and we passed Temple Station and considered going to the Temple Church, although it would at this point be closed by the time we got there (it’s after three now, and it closes to the public at 3:45). I have seen two people today reading a paperback edition of The Da Vinci Code: one woman on the Tube, and one on the next bench here at Greyfriars.

Sitting here on a bench, I can smell the roses. Now that I’ve eaten a salad (goat cheese and roast vegetables with romaine lettuce) and chips—oddly this salt and vinegar flavor—I’m rather comfortable. It’s amazing how many steps we climbed up and down. But I’m OK, really. It was good exercise—I wish I’d walk so much on a normal basis, not just while visiting foreign countries.

Just a moment ago a Muslim couple walked past—the woman actually wore a black cloth covering her entire head and face, with just a slit for her eyes. And she wore this with a single full-length, off-white gown, with long sleeves. Part of me wants to say, “Hey, you can take the shroud off in this country, and you won’t get stoned for it!” But part of me realizes that if you’re used to wearing a mask, it’s hard to take it off, and it becomes a shield.

Clouds have shifted, and it feels—at least for the moment—cooler than it did with the sun beaming on me. The temp feels like about seventy degrees. Sunny, bright blue sky, that sort of thing. The weather hasn’t been what I expected, based on London’s reputation, but of course it is summer.

Royal National Theatre

“Am I frightened by all the people in the bathroom? Yes, I am.” A patron said this as he sat down behind us at the Lyttleton Theatre, Royal National Theatre.

We went to the Lyttleton Buffet for dinner—it’s the same building as the theatre, and all the tables were full, so we wandered around, carrying our trays full of food and also with lidless bottles of fruit juice—the cashier used a bottle opener on them—and a waiter told us there were more tables upstairs. As we slowly went up the wide carpeted stairs, carrying these trays with the tall, skinny, glass bottles of fruit juice precariously sitting on them, I said, “Imagine if we were carrying these while going up the narrow spiral stairs at St. Paul’s.”

Iphegenia at Aulis

I took off my shoes—after climbing all those stairs, what do you expect—and also have a bag of books from the National Theatre bookstore, and I also have my purse. Here I am at the theatre, in the middle of the audience, and I have all this baggage. (Note: instead of calling the first floor seats Orchestra, here they’re called Stalls. And instead of wait in line or stand in line, you queue.) When some people started moving down the row, I realized I had all this stuff piled up in front of me, and they had to wait while I frantically pushed all this stuff under my seat and finally stood up and backed up while still holding a boot. It was all quite comical.

11:00 pm—At the hostel, now a guitar is playing on the balcony below us. It’s rather pleasant to hear, even accompanied by chatting and giggling voices.

Before the above-mentioned dinner, and right after we bought our Iphegenia tickets, we went into the bookshop that is to the left of the box office and part of the huge complex that is the Royal National Theatre. We did this because my so-called sister wanted a copy of The History Boys, the book version that is, since the play is sold out till August and we won’t be seeing it (hardly surprising, since it stars Richard Griffiths and another famous actor). Someone out on the balcony just said, “Excuse me, but can you sing as well?” I discovered a whole bunch of books by the English playwright Alan Aykeburn, author of Woman in Mind, which I’ve seen as three entirely different productions.

I'm thinking I'd like to use a particular building in a work of fiction: Harley House, the yellow stone building just around the corner from the hostel. (When I said to the brat that I want to use this building in a story, she said, “You don’t even know what it looks like inside.” Whatever. I’m writing fiction.) The building has black wrought iron fences and gates in front (or at least on the side view), and the alley in back has an archway with a pretty curved wrought iron gate. Bright gold doorknobs are right in the center of each door, and the doors also have lion-face knockers (“Scrooge!”), and the doors themselves are paneled, shiny black wood. The building has some large bay windows. On the side street, cars are parked, some facing each other as if to totally disregard which side of the street they’re parked on. The building is, I think, three stories tall, plus one attic with dorm windows and elaborate windows on the top floor. A big honeysuckle vine spreads on one of the fences, at an apartment toward the back, and I get a whiff of the flowers as I walk by. Steps lead down to basement apartments, and about five or six steps lead up to ground floor apartments.

In the hostel, we got onto the topic of Brat’s atheism, and I have previously hoped she’d become a Neopagan like our brother and me (we both did in college), but it sounds like she’s determined to remain atheist. She goes into these old Christian churches, such as Westminster Abbey, and is awed by her surroundings and says that if she had lived back then she could have been religious, but I get the impression that she’s saying that just because of the décor, the reverence and awe that the artists for the churches have created, not because of the actual beliefs. Ascetics are not the same thing as aestheticism, although that sounds funny coming from me—the art I create is very much connected to my spirituality and philosophy. In any case, although I have an aesthetic appreciation for Christian churches, they don’t move me the way Goddess art, Pagan art, and Buddhist art do. That evening in the hostel, Brat talked about how in college she had a tendency to talk as if she assumed everyone else was an atheist. I certainly was briefly out of the broom closet after I graduated, but I didn’t assume everyone was Pagan—I more like assumed that everyone was tolerant of other religions. I quickly learned otherwise and climbed back into the broom closet.

Sunday, July 4, 2004

Hyde Park and Kensington Garden, London

Hyde Park

When we entered Hyde Park, I saw gates that were up my alley: on either side stood a rather Art Nouveau curving look of light-colored metal, connected to stone pillars, and in the center was a somewhat colorful and whimsical variation on the Lion and the Unicorn. It reminded me of a poem and characters from Through the Looking-Glass.

The lion and the unicorn were fighting for the crown.
The lion beat the unicorn all around the town.

Walking through Hyde Park, we came to flowers and landscaping, and surrounded by rose bushes was a water fountain with a cupid holding a curling fish. We were in a rose garden, and it even included light purple roses (and I took a picture at that point). A trellis arched over walkways, and flowers clung to the trellis and drooped overhead.

The Serpentine is a long lake in the middle of the park—it has a café, where we had lunch (I had fruit juice, a huge potato stuffed with tomatoes, broccoli and cheese, and a piece of French bread) and we ate indoors but watched as someone eating outdoors fed pigeons and the pigeons surrounded her. Before we went inside, I stopped and walked up to a goose at the edge of the Serpentine, to see how close I could get to it. I got really close, like about a foot and a half away. The goose backed away softly at first but mostly just stared back at me. In the café, I saved some of my French bread and took some of Sally’s left-over tortilla (she had a wrap), and I took these left-overs to the edge of the lake and fed pigeons and other interesting birds—duck-size black birds with a spot of white on their head and with rather round bodies. Afterwards, we walked further down the lake and saw two cranes standing very still across the lake, one standing on a log. We saw up close ducklings—thee ducklings and their mom were really close to the edge and we stopped to watch. One of the ducklings ducked under the water, at the shallow edge, and I gasped; we could see it swimming, with little wings floating at its sides, and it suddenly popped its head back up. It did this several times, and it was quite fascinating to watch. Eventually, four Japanese tourists came along and noticed, and when they witnessed the duckling duck under water, they were so astonished that they simultaneously said, “Aaaahhh!” No translation necessary.

Serpentine Gallery

The gallery is very small, it’s a pretty red brick Georgian building, with one artist’s work on exhibit—his name is Gabriel Orazco. About five rooms. He seemed to be going through a compulsive phase of painting circles and semi-circles, mostly in gold, blue, and red, on found paper. I go through phases myself—such as my current Buddha phrase--not to mention Goddess art—these may of course be more than phases. And of course bright colors are a new and exciting thing for me, especially with interior decorating.

Kensington Palace

We didn’t pay the ten pound thirty to get in, but walking around the palace gardens is free, so we’re doing that. At the moment we’re on a bench in front of an archway formed from curved, controlled trees, and there’s a striking garden and human-made pond (sunken garden) on the other side of the archway, with flowers of many colors. Before we got to the palace, we passed a bandstand on which a band is playing more or less “Boston Pops” type music; right now we can hear them in the distance, playing, “Singing in the Rain.” In any case, we went to the palace’s gift shop and I got a guidebook and a book on historic costume, complete with illustrations of vintage garments on dress forms.

After we were at the palace, we were walking around the Round Pond, because I wanted to get closer to the many swans. By then, we had ice cream cones, and I started to sit down in one of the many wooden and canvas, low folding chairs facing the Round Pond, but a man came jogging toward us and saying that you have to pay to use the seats, so I got up, and we walked a little further and sat on the grass to finish our ice cream cones.

As we walked toward some swans, I smiled and said cheerfully, “Mad King Ludwig would like this—he was very fond of swans.”
The brat said with scathing contempt, “It’s always either Mad King Ludwig or Neverwhere.” Speechless, yet again feeling as if I had been slapped across the face, I just looked at her for a moment, and got a deadpan evil spawn look back, just as has happened at least once before on this trip.

I can't go for an entire day on this trip without her treating me with scathing contempt. How did I ever think I got along with this monster? I could have said just as condescendingly, and with a lot more justification, “It’s always either Doctor Who or Paul McGann.” That was, incidentally, the first time I mentioned Ludwig, and yet she acted as if I had been talking about him every other sentence. As for Neverwhere—the brat has read the novel and has even seen the miniseries, and months ago I was under the impression that she really enjoyed both. Now she acts as if she could care less about Neverwhere, which happens to be one of my very favorite fantasy novels. Another thing: before we left, I told her I reread the book and was bringing it along. If it weren’t for London, there would be no Neverwhere—it is very central to the book and is its inspiration. The entire book takes place in, under, and above London. It is only to be expected that I would think of Neverwhere while in London.

I am mortified with the thought that, over the years, I have confided in this monster as one would confide in a close friend; all along she must have been sneering at me while reading my personal e-mails, and I had no idea. I even thought she had more or less the same sense of humor as I. From now on I shall have to make sure I don’t blurt out my jokes that she finds so unfunny, and I shall make a point of not confiding in her anymore. Acting guarded instead of open and spontaneous won’t exactly make this a dream vacation, but having this insulting, rude, foul-tempered, condescending spoiled brat for a traveling companion has ensured that this is no dream vacation. Without her, it would have been.

In any case, back to the swans at the pond. Some swans stood or sat around the edges, and I walked up really close to one that stood on one leg. The brat wasn’t so impressed with the swans—she commented that they look so graceful when they’re in the water, but not so much when they’re standing. They really don’t look graceful when they’re standing and pooping. I was fascinated nonetheless, and took pictures (without the poop), and gazed at the swans. I also got a bit compulsive about collecting swan feathers.

I’ve noticed, particularly along Marylebone in Regent Park, that sidewalks are made of rectangular concrete slabs, about two feet long by slightly more than one foot wide. Plenty of opportunities for unevenness. Also, many of the crosswalks are not directly on the corner, and sometimes there’s a black iron railing to go around. The pedestrian lights are a red standing figure and a green walking figure, wearing bowler hats.

Quite a few people rode horses in the park, and some of them—the riders, that is---wore the traditional garb, even the rounded hat. Jodhpurs, frock coat, that sort of thing.
Another thing I didn’t already mention—at some point, before we went to the palace, we sat under a tree. Actually, I lay under the tree or at least part of the tree. A cute little brown dog occasionally wandered shyly toward us. I did get to pet her once, though she was a bit timid about being touched. She was actually with a pair of men deep in conversation under the next tree, but it seems that dogs without leashes are the norm in this park—they must be very well trained.

I have to say that the Prince Albert Memorial is pretty obnoxious, in a very Victorian sort of way. Since I’ve been into Victorian art and culture all my life, I wasn’t weirded out by it the way Sally was, and I understood it a lot more. The Prince Albert Memorial is right across the street from the circular Royal Albert Hall, and there are other beautiful buildings—probably seventeenth—around the concert hall.

Saturday, July 3, 2004

Measure for Measure

Walking along the Bank from the National Theatre to the Globe, we passed many booths and a band on a stage at one point—closer to the Globe than the former—and I believe I saw over the stage the words “Coin Street Festival.” Merchants sold jewelry, beads, a booth of books, and a few booths that had fabric things, such as bags, from Indian and Africa (I could tell by the type of fabric)—that was exciting. But we were rather in a hurry and didn’t take the time to browse. I said, “Now we know where the Floating Market is located,” referring to Neil Gaiman’s novel and miniseries Neverwhere. It comes to mind a lot, for me, since after all it takes place in London. Or perhaps I should say London Below. The Brat, instead of being amused, merely rolled her eyes and walked faster. My jokes are utterly wasted on this odious brat and I really should just keep silent around her, since all she gives me is scathing contempt. Perhaps I should make a sign that says, “Laugh” and hold it up every time she’s supposed to laugh or at least smile.

I took the trouble to go get fruit, nuts, and juice at the concession stand, and Ms. Thing is looking at a book that I bought at the Tower of London—she didn’t even ask to look at it, didn’t thank me for the food, and had the audacity to snap at me for saying, “Hey, look at that!” and turning back a page to see an illustration of a gold dragon that she didn’t even glance at. She snapped, “You can look at it later.” EXCUSE ME?! I bought the book, you didn’t ask to look at it, the least you can do is refrain from biting my head off, you evil spoiled brat.

It strikes me as rather ironic that this foul-tempered and insufferable brat actually, at lunch, apologized for her behavior from when she was a child. She hasn’t apologized for her behavior of the past week, I can’t help but notice. I have fortunately acquired a great deal of patience since that brat was a child. I suggest she do the same, unless she wants to antagonize every human with whom she spends more than two minutes.

I have several times told myself not to speak to the brat unless I have to, but then, this brat is the only person I’m with constantly, so refraining from speaking to her is certainly a challenge. Sometimes I speak stupidly—small talk—in lieu of awkward silence, and I just feel stupid when I do that—not just with this brat, but also with people in general throughout my adult life. I’ve told myself before that small talk is something I should refrain from starting. Here, the awkward silences tend to be at breakfast (perhaps from a combination of my not being a morning person and my being extremely ruffled by her evil treatment from the evening before, and I say something just to fill the silence—but I do that not only at breakfast, but here and there. I don’t know what’s the point of speaking to such an arrogant, rude and nasty brat. I no longer seriously think she’s consciously trying to ruin my first visit to London. She has, however, made it quite clear that she considers me beneath her contempt, for whatever reason.

One interesting detail I want to add: the strange sensation that you’re shaking, as if you were still on the Tube, when you’re actually standing still and haven’t been on the Tube for several hours. I’ll probably be more accustomed to it later.

Toward the end of tonight’s Globe performance of Measure for Measure, the Duke turned to the audience and asked, “Would any lady here be willing to be Lucio’s wife?” A groundling up front raised her hand, and the audience roared with laughter. The Duke informed Lucio that he would marry the lady, sort of presenting her to him, and Lucio said in horror, “I wouldn’t marry this whore!” They did a fine job of keeping this going. As, I believe, with Much Ado About Nothing, there was a dance at the end of the play accompanied by the live band, of course, and the audience soon began to clap to the music, and the dance smoothly transformed into the curtain call.

When we stepped out of the Globe gates and faced the Thames, I saw (as soon as the crowd thinned enough for me to see something other than people’s backs), the dome of St. Paul’s Cathedral, across the river and surrounded by a darkish blue—I almost want to say teal—sky with very dark grey, almost black, clouds. I don’t know when the sun is completely set. This dramatic view included the city lights here and there and reflected in the water.

Down the Bank, where the festival was before the play, a pretty big crowd still lurked, and we heard a steady rhythmic beat of drums—that’s how we first knew the festival wasn’t over—now a strange procession moved to the drums—it was in appearance reminiscent of a Chinese dragon. A row of drummers—with huge, black metal drums—wore strange black costumes and marched in a row, circling around and whatnot, and at the front was someone wearing this huge, elaborate black metal frame-like head—reminiscent of the mice heads in stage productions of The Nutcracker Ballet, and I think it even had glowing lights for eyes. An enthusiastic and varied crowd watched, mesmerized, and clapped to the drumming, and some people moved around a little to get out of the dancing “animal’s” way. Some spectators, a little further on, stood on park benches to watch.

In the dark, the clock face of Big Ben is lit up a glaring yellow, and while I saw it, I listened to it chime the hour of eleven pm.

Unfortunately, to mar this surreal atmosphere and lovely view, that was about when both of us suddenly realized that we had walked too far. So back to Brat grumbling and fuming as we turned around and went up a metal flight of stairs in order to reach Waterloo Station. I don’t know why the brat wastes so much energy in these childish temper tantrums when she should be enjoying the fact that we’re in a foreign country. While we’re in England, we should have as much fun as possible, but this brat for a companion makes that impossible for me, to truly enjoy my stay here as much as I should. Very, very poor choice of traveling companion, and it is all the more reason to not let it be my last visit to London.

Around the globe, people are abused, tortured, and starved, and yet this brat has temper tantrums at every opportunity and is rude and ungrateful and mean. She should be extremely grateful and consider herself lucky—we have the privilege of spending two weeks in London as tourists, two weeks that should be enjoyed and savored.

Friday, July 2, 2004

Charles Dickens and Forbidden Planet


No, I did not meet Charles Dickens on a Forbidden Planet. Though that has possibities for a short story.

Dickens House

When can I move in?

This is, like the Sherlock Holmes Museum, a house that has relatively small floors but many of them. I remember reading a book on Victorian London that described the houses in detail—tall and skinny, with about three or four flights typically. Sally had felt out of place at the Sherlock Holmes Museum and described it as fannish rather than scholarly, but she wasn’t as certain about whether the Dickens House was more scholarly or fannish. I think it qualifies as both—after all, there are not only things like manuscripts, but also little things that Dickens owned. But no wax figures.

Dragon claw holding a crystal ball—I thought a modern phenomena, but Dickens had a pocketknife with that for a handle, holding a red and white porcelain ball. The claw looks like it could have come out of the same mould as any contemporary dragon claw pendant.

Forbidden Planet

It really is forbidden—we wandered back and forth around that weird intersection, around Oxford Street and New Oxford Street and all these other interconnecting streets (gee, doesn’t that sound like Piccadilly Circus), and her majesty—big surprise—got all foul tempered yet again. There she was, complaining, grumbling, stomping, and grabbing the map out of my hands. I, on the other hand, stepped into a comic books store and asked for directions (rather more productive than having a temper tantrum)—it turned out that my map, which came with Forbidden Planet marked on it, is incorrect—the store had moved. We eventually found it, in any case, and I admired a lot of books and action figures, and Sally bought a bunch of Dr. Who books. Some statues were inside a great glass case—they included a beautiful Edward Scissorshands (at least 16 inches tall and out of my budget) and some Dr. Who figures.

The performance of A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum, at the Olivier Theatre (part of the Royal National Theatre) included a scene in which the mother character rides around in a carriage (the stage had a revolving section, like in Les Miz) and behind her “carriage” landed a huge pile of horse dung, which stopped right in front of her husband, Hero’s dad. He stood still looking at it with a scowl, downstage center. My sister and I sat in the front row, and she laughed so loudly that the actor, without changing his facial expression, turned to her and scowled at her the same way. I then laughed louder. Soon quite a number of audience members were, like the actor on stage, looking at us!

The chorus consisted of approximately six young male actors who continually made quick changes because they played different groups of characters, such as slaves, eunuchs, and soldiers. At intermission I said, “There sure are some cute chorus boys.” Sally agreed. We also both thought that one of them looked a lot like Michael Crawford when he played Hero in the film version of Forum. During the curtain call, when the chorus members made their bow, Sally let out a loud, shrill, and extremely enthusiastic “Whooooo-hoooo!” True, I think she said at intermission that chorus members don’t have it easy and she’s been one a couple times. And I mentioned the time I was a wardrobe mistress, so I also relate to all the quick changes they did.

Thursday, July 1, 2004

British Museum

Notes Taken at the British Museum

Sakhmet—Leonine Goddess whom the Egyptians regarded as a bringer of destruction to the enemies of the Sun God Re. Temple of Mut—statues at British Museum.
The solar disk surrounds the head of the Goddess, and she clasps the symbol of life in one of her hands.

Nereid Monument—SW Turkey—Combination Greek and Persian style (I took a photo)

ANCIENT INDIA:
As Indo-Aryan populations spread through India, ideas about social stratification—the caste system—became increasingly important. Theoretically, the priests (Brahmanas) and warriors (Kshatriyas) were the dominant groups; lower down the scale were traders and agriculturist (Vaishyas) and labourers (Shudras). Outside this hierarchy of traditional Indian society were the outcasts—menials, tribal groups and foreigners.

Ritual Equipment (Hinduism):
In the sanctum of a Hindu temple, the deity is invoked through acts of ritual; following this, offerings are made and worship takes place. These activities are collectively known as Puja and invariably require the attendance of a priest, or Brahmin, and various items of ritual equipment.
The ritual element may require the recitation of sacred texts accompanied by the ringing of bells. Other actions make the temple residence of the deity in the in the shrine as pleasing as possible and special vessels are provided to hold the water required to keep the image cool and clean. Lighted lamps are offered to the god; some are permanently suspended in the shrine, while others, often with many wicks, are reverentially waved in front of the god’s image.

Yakshis—female tree spirits, with command over fertility
Ganesha—son of Parvati, the lord of beginnings and placer and remover of obstacles [he’s a bit more than an elephant-head boy].
The Great Goddess—the evidence for a goddess connected with the earth and with fertility can probably be traced back to the sixth millennium BCE at sites in Baluchistan west of the Indus. The religion of a powerful female deity developed further in historical periods. She was sometimes seen as a consort of Shiva, but also as a fiercely independent figure [personally I prefer the latter].

She, like Shiva, is worshipped both as a symbol (the female organ, yoni) and also as a human figure. Her concerns, both benign and malevolent, are with human and agricultural fertility as well as with epidemics and disease. She is also associated with the fruitfulness of rivers of India and is sometimes regarded as the very land itself, Mother India.

The Great Goddess of India has many names; in her fierce aspect she may be Durga, Kali or Chumunda; in her benign form she may be Parvati, Ganga (Ganges River), or Annapurna. She is also worshipped in sets of ‘Mothers,’ especially in the group known as ‘the 7 Mothers’ (Saptamatrika).

INDIAN RELIGIONS
Yantra—metal plaque used to invoke the presence of deities, usually goddesses. Combo of script with circles, squares and triangles (the latter symbolic of female power) is considered highly effective. [At this museum, they’re between three and six inches across, and a dark reddish color.]

Yantras are visual versions of Mantras, for they are signs specific to individual deities. The iconography associated with goddesses contain a variety of Yantras, mostly based on interlocking triangles and circles—the triangle being the symbol of female power. [I’ve come across that in books on goddess art, from various cultures around the world, and at least one modern doll artist has incorporated the triangle into stylized dolls.]

Mandalas are powerful diagrams similarly connected with individual deities. In schematic form they represent the divine palace where the deity is enthroned surrounded by courtiers. They occur as paintings, as temporary diagrams in powders, as sculptures in 3D form—and even as temple plans. In Buddhism especially they are used as aids in meditation. [I’m tempted to get myself a Tibetan Mandala thangka some day, and I’ve bookmarked a website from which they can be purchased.]

Mantras are short verses or sometimes single syllables which, as chants, are thought to be intrinsically powerful and have particular connections with individual gods or goddesses. The most frequent: Om, at beginning of many prayers and texts.
Hariti—was fierce ogress who ate children. Buddha converted her to protect children. Consort of Panchika, general to Kubera the god of riches.

BUDDHISM
Buddhist art from Gandhara--Hellenistic features—big influence from Greece.
Ghandhara is the ancient name for part of NW Pakistan where an influential Buddhist art flourished in the early centuries CE. Although the campaign of Alexander the Great (327-6 BCE) left no impression on the region, the succeeding Hellenistic state in Northern Afghanistan (Bactria) soon expanded south and east of the Hindu Kush and into the plains of NW India. In the Punjab, the kings were Indo-Greeks. During the early centuries CE, the empire of a central Asian dynasty, the Kushans, controlled the region and for a time much of the Gangetic plan to the East.

JAINISM
Is founded on the teachings of an historic figure, Mahavira, who was probably born in the mid-6th Century BCE in Eastern India, and was a contemporary of the Buddha. He, like the Buddha, found the constraints of orthodox sacrificial religion too rigid and sought a more humanistic approach to existence.

As in all Indian religions, release from the continuous cycle of births was the basis of the teaching of Mahavira. He thought the necessity of a measured lifestyle, especially the avoidance of all life-taking. Any activity involving killing would mean an accumulation of bad karma and a lower rebirth in the next life. Jains consider vegetarianism to be essential therefore, and professions which involve the taking of life are to be avoided.

The goddess of learning, Sarasvati, is particularly honoured by the Jains: their monasteries have traditionally maintained substantial libraries where scriptures detailing the life of Mahavira as well as large collections of secular works are preserved.

Sarasvati—the Jains have a pantheon of 16 Goddesses of Learning, the most important of which is Sarasvati or Shruta Devi, the ‘Goddess of Sacred Learning.’ The importance of learning in Jainism helps explain why Sarasvati is shown holding a book; in her other hands she holds a noose (to tie ignorance) and a club (to subdue evil). The missing hand (in the sculpture) would have held a rosary, an emblem of meditation and inward knowledge. [Is it any wonder that Sarasvati is my favorite Hindu goddess, at least that I’ve read up on so far? And like quite a few Eastern deities, she’s not for just one religion—that’s cool that she’s also Jain.]

[Somewhere I’ve read that Jains tend to be so anti-materialist that some of them don’t even wear clothing. Excuse me, but can you tell me; is this a monastery or a nudist colony? They also tend to not travel—a good thing if they’re naked. If they went to an airport, they’d get arrested. Besides, they wouldn’t have any money for tickets anyway. I can just see the headlines: NAKED JAIN MONKS HIJACK PLANE. OK, don’t get me wrong—really, I respect their religion. This just went a little overboard. I’m not entirely sure there are Jain monks, or if they’re the homeless wandering sort.]

THE INDIAN TEMPLE
In South Asia, the temple is considered the location on Earth of a deity or a figure worthy of veneration. The earliest surviving temples are rock cut Buddhist shrines dating from the late 2nd century BCE. This tradition of excavated shrines continued for almost a thousand years in the Deccan and includes Buddhist, Hindu and Jain examples. The most enduring form of Indian temple architecture, however, is of a constructed building.

Temples are made up of elements which replicate ideas of the Indian universe. In a Hindu temple, the deity is placed at the centre encircled by consort and court. A towering superstructure is usually built above the deity to recall the mountain home of the gods. Surrounding the shrine is a courtyard separated by protective deities providing access.

SACRED ARCHITECTURE
Architectural features in Buddhist, Hindu and Jain temples: ground plans which reflect the need to proceed around a central shrine, to make eye contact (Darshon) with the image and to make offerings.

Different materials were used in temple building in SE Asia. Terracotta panels on outside. More usual—use of stones for Hindu, Buddhist, and Jain temples. Wood was commonly used for temples in Nepal, in the foothills of the Himalayas and in the forested regions of South Asia.

Indian terracotta:
Unlike stone or bronze, which were commissioned by wealthy patrons, terracotta was inexpensive and perishable.
The objects displayed illustrate important uses of terracotta:
-Images from religious cults, which are among the best records of popular Indian religion from the earlier periods
-Modeled bricks, ranging from 5th to 8th centuries CE, which testify to the popularity of brick and timber architecture throughout Indian history.
-Terracotta icons, such as votive plaques, which served as vehicles for disseminating religious ideas.

Bodhisattva Prajnaparamita—embodiment of Mahayana texts, the Prajnaparamita or ‘Perfection of Wisdom.’ Her most important attribute is the text itself, visible on the lotus above her left shoulder. [She's also considered Mother of the Buddhas.]

A monkey…gave honey to the Buddha, at Vaishali. The monkey fell into a trance while he worshipped, was drowned, and was reborn as a god.

Vishnu’s wives are Bhu Devi and Shri Devi (also called Lakshmi). Bhu Devi is the Earth Goddess and Shri Devi, the Goddess of Wealth and Auspiciousness. [No wonder I remember Lakshmi—apparently she’s really popular in India].

Lakshmi was originally a mother goddess and personification of the Earth. Later she became the Goddess of Riches and Beauty. She is most often, as here, depicted carrying a lotus.

Kinnari—the female form of a semi-divine being; the upper part human, the lower part avian. They are the singers and musicians of the gods and are known in all Indian religions.

Writing After Leaving the Museum

At Tottenham Court Station (we were footsore after walking around the British Museum), we did not come across a cat named Grizabella, but we discovered the true meaning of rush hour at a Tube station. We got into the station, and then suddenly I saw wall-to-wall humans, moving slowly because of the crush. I truly think a person could be crushed to death at a Tube station during rush hour. An official person announced that if you’re taking the Northern Line, use the spiral staircase to the left, so we followed those directions—at the same time following a huge crowd of people down those metal, curving stairs, around and around, a metal staircase, and I really should have put my book bag in my right hand and used the railing against the wall, because my feet were too big to comfortably use the inner end, which was very narrow, especially when moving that fast. I was afraid I would fall.

Here we are at the Fitzroy Tavern, but it’s very crowded, with no empty table upstairs, and also very loud and containing smokers, and my sister didn’t recognize any of the people there—she only knew the Dr. Who fan group from the Internet, not face to face, and has only seen one photo each of a couple of the people we were supposed to meet with. I asked at the bar (after we went to the basement and didn’t see or hear people hanging out there), but the guy at the counter didn’t know of a Dr. Who fan club, and he suggested downstairs, which makes sense because it’s the place for writers group meetings. So we went back down and really looked around—there were two guys putting away photography equipment or something, and soon they left and we were the only ones. So we went back upstairs, wandering around shyly looking at people, got drinks, and came back down here to the basement. That’s right, I ordered a pint! Of Coca cola.

I had a great time at the British Museum all day, in any case. I saw the Elgin marbles and an ancient Greek temple and the Egyptian statues—I was really looking for a Bastet statue and thought I might have seen one somewhere around the front entrance—I settled for buying a Bastet post card. I want to sculpt a Bastet, complete with a pierced ear so I can put an earring on her. Better her than me.

In any case, I spent most of the day in the Asian art exhibit, mainly Hindu and Buddhist art, and also some Jain. It was really impressive—in the long gallery containing Asian religious art, they even have quite a bit of Tibetan art (not to mention the museum shop has quite a few books on Tibetan art, and even one on the indigenous Bon religion of Tibet). I saw ritual musical instruments--the big long trumpets, a very elaborately decorated conch shell, and large cymbals, that sort of thing. I also saw about four hand-held prayer wheels (including a fairly large one that had lost its handle), lots of Buddha and lama statues, including a small bronze Malarepa. Big, big gold Avalokitesvara Buddha standing in a display case that you can walk around. Another one still had lots of little bits of coral and turquoise. Most of the Tibetan stuff was 18th and 19th century, though some was as old as the 14th-15th. Oh, yes, I saw a pair of carved wooden nesting tables painted in bright, lively colors—red, yellow, blue, green, white---flowers and I think birds. (Gee, they’d look good in my dining room.) Three butter lamps, one of which was really big, about a foot tall.

After we got back to the hostel, my sister mentioned the Rosetta Stone—she was so happy to see it at the British Museum and had not known it was there, and my mouth dropped open as I suddenly realized: I had glanced at it for just a moment and walked past it. I was so absorbed in looking for cat goddesses like Bastet, not a simple rectangular chunk of pinkish stone. Oh dear.

Musicians At Tube Stations

On our first or second day, a flautist was playing at a fork in the underground tunnel—I forget which station, but it reminded me of the character Lear in Neil Gaiman’s fantasy novel Neverwhere. There was another musician between that and today, but I forget what they were playing. This morning, a good-looking musician with a dark ponytail and an electric guitar was playing a Beatles song (“I once knew a girl…”) at the Tottenham Court Station, and long before we reached him, the music trailed down the tiled tunnels—impressive acoustics. Later, on our way back, we passed another guy (not nearly as good looking—quite homely, actually) in approximately the same spot, playing a non-electric guitar.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Marylbone, London

Sherlock Holmes Museum

The gift shop is on the main floor—where you buy the tickets—and part of it is this longish room with a curved glass ceiling, I guess formerly a conservatory. Then after you buy tickets, you go back to the front room (also part of the shop) and to your right is a door toward the front, and you open the door into a narrow hallway, with many Victorian pictures on the walls, and a staircase—a narrow staircase with small steps leading up to a landing (and wrapping around, leading to several landings and floors).

The best part of the Sherlock Holmes Museum was the sitting room, of course, and I took a couple photos just in that room, and of the bathroom at the very top, the little attic, because I liked the blue and white porcelain toilet and sink. I didn’t take any pictures of Holmes’s bedroom, even though it also had a fireplace and a Persian shoe to match the one in the sitting room. (I was trying to use my film sparingly, since I didn’t have much.) This Persian shoe was on a little round table between the bed and the fireplace. There was also a suspicious-looking brown leather bag, open on the bed, and containing vials and handcuffs. Remembering Holmes’s opium addiction, I didn’t think I saw a stash of the stuff.

The first floor you reach is Sherlock Holmes’s bedroom and the sitting room; the next two flights have wax figures of characters acting out various scenes from the stories, along with more Victorian décor. At the top of the house, there’s a short flight leading up to the bathroom, which has a narrow window overlooking rooftops, and of course the blue porcelain. A short ramp, about four feet long, leads up to a very small attic space containing a bunch of Victorian clutter, such as a suitcase.

It’s a delightful house, in any case, much like I pictured Sherlock Holmes’s house (although I didn’t picture it with the wax dummies!). I didn’t mention the “V.R.” bullet hole pattern on the wall straight across from the fireplace in the sitting room. Throughout the house, including the hallways and while you go up the stairs, you can see plenty of framed Victorian pictures, prints, even framed newspaper clippings about sensational crimes. In the corner of one room is a glass cabinet contained a voodoo poppit thing—looking like a mummified baby (much as Doyle described it) and, like so many things in the house, was accompanied by a placard with the appropriate quote. The house was built in 1815, but it reminds me of what I’ve read about Victorian London architecture, how they built upwards. Each floor was small, but there were quite a few floors. Maids carried buckets of water up from the kitchen to the bathtub—what a pain.

Working at this museum was a young woman dressed as a Victorian maid, and she said we’re welcome to sit in any of the chairs (even though they were very old). Dr. Watson showed up while we were admiring the sitting room. He wore a bright green waistcoat with a black frockcoat and bowler. He chatted with us a bit, and he asked where we were from. Whenmy sister said, “The States,” he said, “That’s a big vague. Whereabouts in the States?”
She said, “Indiana.”
He said, “Indiana. That’s much better!” He also mentioned, “You can take as many pictures as you like, and I hope you enjoy the museum.”

When we came back down the stairs, I popped back into the sitting room to take another photo, and a couple of young Japanese tourists were taking a picture of Dr. Watson seated before the fireplace. When they were done with the picture, I slipped in and got a picture of the corner with the chemistry set. As I was leaving the room, the Japanese tourists were expressing concern about how tired Watson looked, and he explained that he walked an hour and twenty minutes this morning (no doubt thanks to the Tube strike), and the tourists said, “Aaaahhhh,” pityingly. I think one of them gave him a hug, because as I was leaving the room, I heard Watson say, “You can give me a kiss, too, if you like.” He got a laugh, anyway.

A couple doors down is The Beatles Store (rather fitting, since we’re going to Tussaud’s, back down the street, today). It’s a tiny shop with lots of Beatles memorabilia—Sally bought a George Harrison poster and I looked at nearly everything but didn’t buy anything. T-shirts, magnets, bookmarks, lunch boxes, LPs, CDs, etc. Also older stuff—Beatles figurines from the 1960s. The “counter” looked like the big “Sergeant Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band” drum, with the clerk (he was plump, wore glasses, had a somewhat messy mop of dark hair, and wore a black t-shirt) sat behind that and the register perched on top of the drum.

I think wandering around and admiring architecture is entertainment enough in London—I could do that all day. While riding the subway train into London, I saw the brick houses with low brick walls dividing the front yards, along with their wonderful chimneys with little pots along them, and I thought of the film Billy Elliot. And we even saw row houses—only distinguishable from each other by the color of the bricks—that remind me of the Narnia book The Magician’s Nephew, in which the kids live next door in such row houses and use a door or tunnel in the attic that connects the two houses. It’s scarcely a separate building, really, when they’re built right up against each other and the same size. Lots of red tile roofs, too.

Pubs tend to have rows of red phone booths in front of them, and some table and chairs, and the building is brick above the ground floor, but the front of the pub tends to be dark carved wood with a big front window.

Cabs are all the same shape, boxy vehicles, generally black, but a lot of them are bright colors (such as chartreuse or hot pink) or have colorful ads on the sides. Really, just about all of them at least have an ad on the side, if not all over.

Yesterday we had lunch at the Tas Pide, a wonderful Turkish restaurant close to the Globe, on New Globe Avenue, and tonight we had an early dinner at Little Italy, on Baker Street, just a bit away from the Holmes Museum and on the other side of the street. We had bottled water at the pub last night—one way to economize is to have only two meals daily. I don’t know how long that will continue, or how often.

When you order water in restaurants, they ask if you want still or sparkling. Still is plain bottled water, as in natural spring water, or distilled.

I saw a Royal Mail (orange letters on side, accompanied by orange crown) that was bright red. And ambulances are white, with on the back diagonal orange and yellow stripes, and mostly chartreuse on the side—also, both of the vehicles are boxy-looking vans.

We did end up on the night bus last night, but it was just an ordinary red double decker, not a purple triple-decker with chandeliers and beds. But the driver drove something like the one in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkeban—at least, he used the horn often.

On the ground floor of this hostel, a resident’s door has a poster of the “Have You Seen This Wizard?” front page, and it’s even a hologram and it is the version from the movie, with Gary Oldman.

Madame Tussaud’s
I was much more at home at the Sherlock Holmes Museum than at Madame Tussaud’s. My interest in the wax works museum is mainly from its historic origin. During the French Revolution, Madame Tussaud made wax likenesses of the decapitated heads of famous people like Louis XVI and Marie Antoinette, escaped France, and used her wax working talent to open a museum in London. It’s something that comes up in novels, like maybe a Scarlet Pimpernel novel. I first read of her when I was a teenager, and back then I actually read some of my mom’s regency romance novels. My taste in fiction has evolved since then.

The present Madame Tussaud’s museum is, I think, geared more toward modern pop culture, since there are lots of figures of modern celebrities in the first couple rooms (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, for instance). It gets more interesting when you get to the big room in which a figure of Madame Tussaud herself stands by the door, and throughout this big room are kings and queens and other dead famous people, such as Charles Dickens, sitting and looking melancholy behind a column. I almost missed him—Queen Victoria and Disraili are in front of the column. In this big room, there are also figures of Nelson Mandela, Mahatma Gandhi, and the Dalai Lama. That made me happy. I persuaded Sally to take my picture with His Holiness. The Dalai Lama and I conspire to take over the galaxy.

There was a section called the House of Horror or something like that, only for people over the age of 18 who are not faint of heart. It was a dark, spooky dungeon with strobe lights and scary crazy people leaping out at us. I apparently was labeled an easy target, and I screamed a great deal. I was shaking, too. At the end of this, we finally came to French Revolution scenes, and even, behind glass, the wax heads that Madame Tussaud had made of Louis XVI and Marie Antoinette and a couple other people who met their death at the Guillotine. Robespierre might have been one of them, perhaps Marat. That was pretty much what I really came for, and it was tacked on the end.

There’s also a planetarium up the stairs, and that was free with our tickets. It wasn’t much compared to the Adler Planetarium in Chicago, though it had more wax figures, in spiffy costumes—Galileo was one of them.
Tacky day.